Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Motherhood is exhilarating. By far the most incredible miracle I've ever experienced, through pregnancy, labor and delivery and now nurturing and caring for a real human being. I'm sure about one thing, this is by far the best job I've ever had and that I ever will have. While at times I feel very inadequate, I know this little guy is counting on me, and I was made to be his mom. Some might feel it's unfulfilling to say that having children is the very reason for their creation, but I look at it as empowering. I feel as though the past 25 years God has just been preparing me for this moment in life. This moment of raising a Godly man after His heart. A man with life, passion, sincerity, generosity, humbleness, patience and a heart to fully and completely love others, his future wife and most importantly our Creator. This is a huge job, that I'm not sure I'm prepared for, but with our Lord's help will be able to face head on. This sweet baby boy I know has got big plans in God's kingdom here on earth, and it is my number one job to make sure he's prepared for that. Big job, I'm very fulfilled with this calling, and beyond excited to be on this journey with Ty Nathaniel.